​another birthday

[Verse 1]
I don't want another birthday
When all these fake people call and they say
"I’m so glad that you're you, we all love you my dear"
But the world wouldn't change if I just disappear
No, I don’t want another birthday
When I blow out the candles and they say
"Make a wish, make prayer out on the star in the night"
'Cause again at this time, I'll still feel empty inside

[Chorus]
So let's get on with it
I'm overthinking again
Sing away the same old tune
Nobody wants to do
And it'll all be over soon, over soon
So come on, get on with it
I'm a thousand miles away
As my soul begins to brеak
I smile for the show but nobody knows
I feel the most alonе in this room of people

[Verse 2]
No, I don't want another birthday
When everyone blows up my phone and they all say
"Hope your day’s full of cheer and you don’t shed a tear"
But not once did you call me in the last year
No, I don't want another birthday
Stop saying smile or be happy, you don’t say
Like I haven't tried that, are you even hearing yourself?
Maybe you should get help, I'm sick of explaining myself

[Chorus]
So let's get on with it
I’m overthinking again
Sing away the same old tune
Nobody wants to do
And it'll all be over soon, over soon
So come on, get on with it
I'm a thousand miles away
As my soul begins to break
I smile for the show but nobody knows
I feel the most alone in this room of people

[Outro]
I'm tired of saying "I'm okay"
And I'm tired of hating myself every day
Like man, it's getting so old
When will I find control
Of this girl who don't know
She's unrecognizable