Anniversary

Counting our anniversaries
Like they're a record of worth
And not something to grieve about
Standing still in place

I don't know how long I can go
Before I break and run away

Remind me why we celebrate
Stillness each dying year?
Instead of freaking ourselves the fuck
Out of our boring mold?

I don't know how long I can go
Before I split, from holding this in
I don't care how long has passed
I've got to get out of this mess

Are you happy or settling?
Are you happy or acting?

I don't know how long I can go
Before I break and run away
I don't care how long has passed
I've got to get out of this mess