​animus

[Intro]
(​heylog)
(xona)

[Verse 1: heylog]
In the winter, my hair turns dark and the tips curl
When can I learn how to meet a girl?
Hurry back, need to defend the available angles
I swear I've made contact with monsters and angels
In the winter, my skin dries after a shower
Don't care for the sun, but I love all the flowers
You missed my call, now she thinks she has the power
Do what you want, just know that you are a coward

[Verse 2: heylog]
Oh, hi, didn't see you waving by
It's not like you're wasting my time
Finding out what it's like to be the light
'Cause you, um, don't know where I'm coming from
Your life's only just begun
I can show you what it's like to feel numb

[Verse 3: xona]
'Cause I hate when I'm alone
I've witnessed what she honed
It burns me through my core
So tell me what's—
And I don't wanna waste my time
See a blur of image that I like
Seein' nothing but a girl who tries to lie
And you wish that I'll fall again just to show your other friends
But I know I'm adamant toxic is your finest edge
Day by day, it's on myself, feelin' weaker on my guilt
Told no one I needed help, it's on myself

[Verse 4: heylog]
Need to get my life together, climbing up steep hills
Enjoying the sunset under the windmills
I cannot stand here, nor can I sit still
I'm not on anything nor do I take pills

[Verse 5: heylog & xona]
I'm done with everything, nor do I even care
Do you really want attention?
Laugh all you want, I'm just tryna be nice here
And I don't know why, and I don't know why
I think I'm normal, maybe a little weird
Do you think I'm here? Maybe something's not clear
I got my morals, tryna meet my peers
Don't need a sign on why I need you, right?