Anhedonia

[Verse: Spectrum]
Tears from the sky are feeling like rain
Don't go too far to numbing the pain
Trusting & fear are one and the same
A smile & doubt are one and the same
Can't pretend like I feel at all
I got no heart to tear it apart
Got no cause to be fighting for
Got no love to be found if lost

[Chorus: The MSB]
I'm lost I know
I'm lost I know
I can't seem to let go a past that follows
Can't outrun my own shadow
I'm lost I know
I'm lost I know
I know I know I know I know
And no one gets close enough for me to open up
I know I know I know I know
I'm lost I know I know

[Bridge]
My heart beat slowed down
My heart beats slow now