Anhedonia

[Chorus]
I apologize if i don’t seem like i’m here
Been high for like a year
Seeing everything unclear
Laugh in my face when i tell u how i feel
You don’t have to think it’s real
Please just give me time to heal

[Verse]
Decisions all up to my brain
Who i’m gonna be today
Everlasting type of change
But it always ends with pain
Life is like a mystery
But i don’t really want to see
I’d rather die, honestly
I don’t want you to follow me

I can’t eat
I can’t sleep
This life feels sickening
I don’t dream
Entities
Live in me
They’re whispering
Fucked up things
Baby please
Tell me that you’re listening
Everything
I believed
Lost life right in front of me

[Chorus]
I apologize if i don’t seem like i’m here
Been high for like a year
Seeing everything unclear
Laugh in my face when i tell u how i feel
You don’t have to think it’s real
Please just give me time to heal
(give me time to heal)