Anhedonia

[Verse]
I was always told
You should never bury bones where your spirit grows
But honestly
A cemetery's just a garden full of gravestones

But I'd like to think
That I know you best
When I'm catching the things
You get off your chest
It's okay (It's okay)
You killed the lambs to build your nest

[Pre-Chorus]
But when you're buried in the retrospect
It can get easier to forget
You were the one who laid the footsteps

'Cause where they've been, you can never know
And where they lead, you can never go
So circle wagons, real slow
(All choked up on the dirt you kicked up
When you killed the lamb that you cut your teeth on)

[Interlude]
So tell me, what is forgiveness worth?

[Chorus]
Let the daylight
Get to know you, like I do

[Refrain]
'Cause I've been worried sick, since the day I turned 18
What I was given would be taken from me
I'd like to think that I've outgrown
But I'm shit at leaving well enough alone

[Verse]
This is getting old
Writing pointless tomes on the telephone
Listen for the symphony
In the way fresh air seems to speak to me

But I'd like to think
That you know me best
When you get your hands
Underneath my vest
It's all fine (It's all fine)
Until the space on the other side

[Pre-Chorus]
I've worn down on the edges of now
From all the pictures, I was cut out
What loved me then doesn't need me now

Don't it turn you inside out?

[Chorus]
Let the daylight
Get to know you, like I do

[Refrain]
'Cause I've been worried sick, since the day I turned 18
What I was given would be taken from me
I'd like to think that I've outgrown
But I'm shit at leaving well enough alone

[Verse]
I was always told
You should never bury bones where your spirit grows
But honestly
A cemetery's just a garden full of gravestones

[Interlude]
So tell me, what is forgiveness worth?

[Outro]
I don't think I know what it's worth
The days you spend outside of the earth
Because who is gonna love them now
That we put their father in the ground?

(Life still goes on, with or without)