Anhedonia

Brace yourself to be thrown away
Everything  you’ve ever said is gonna go away
And  there’s no way round it—no way
In a hurricane drown or you’ll blow away

You’ll blow away—you’ll blow away
I’mma  take a bow
But  for now I’ll stowaway
Stowaway—I stowaway
People  up top talk like they know me

And god what a crock—is so lame
Better call Mark—what a story
But there’s no room left in the whole place
I’ll  be checking out soon and it’s okay

It’s okay it’s okay
There’s not a way down—not a slow way
Not a slow way—not a slow way
There’s not a way down—not a slow way

Anhedonia—am I lifelike?
Anhedonia—it’s a lifestyle
Anhedonia—it’s a lifeline
Anhedonia

And if I fly right by post haste
It’s been coming down the pipeline—slowly
I’ve been running for a lifetime—lonely
Is there nothing that you types find holy?

Lying on the floor in the propane
Anybody got a light? Show me
Anybody got a life? Go live
Yeah I’mma be alright—no
I’m incompatible
I keep it numb and fanatical
I been undone in the catacombs
I been undone in the chemicals

You cannot with my chemistry
You have become an impediment
I become Mr.Incredible
You become Mr.Untenable

I never thought of it
Miss me with all of it
That’s what the problem is
I never wanted this
I never wanted I never wanted I never wanted Anhedonia

Anhedonia—am I lifelike?
Anhedonia—it’s a lifestyle
Anhedonia—it’s a lifeline
Anhedonia

They always fall in love with the mania
But they don’t wanna with the change-up
No way up
And I turn away now—can’t say much

Say much—I can’t say much
I can wait it out but for now I stay put
I stay put—I stay put
People want a god but they’re not faithful
I’m sorry

Swear to god I wanna be playful
There’s a lot I gotta see change though
So for now I’m gonna lay low
And I can’t stand up so I stay floored

Stay floored—I stay floored
Can’t take it but I know I gotta take more