Angus

Angus carried my bike up the stairs
As I stood at the bottom and
I’m not sure if I just stared
Or if I thanked him
There’s a high chance that I’m feeling broken-hearted

Angus packed my suitcase for me
As I felt quite stressed out
Since I’ve lost Calliope
I can’t get a breath out
And I’ve heard my father’s angry I haven’t emailed

But I feel so conflicted
Because we haven’t spoken in sixteen years
We haven’t spoken in sixteen

I just sit and do the crossword
But, I’m feeling guilty
Thеre are so many books to read
And Ella’s whimpеring
Should I go for a bike ride or should we walk?
I am trying not to live my life based on shoulds

Being an extra in Caleb’s show
Is my big acting break
And I fell in love again
But I don’t feel the joy it takes
Because I’ve heard he’s sleeping in the basement

But I feel so conflicted
I met my father by the sea
Still, I feel so conflicted
Because you had nothing to say to me

Yet, I feel so conflicted
Because we hadn’t spoke in sixteen years
And you had nothing to say to me
I always thought you would be there
I always thought you would be there