Anguish

[Aye Ray]
I'm afraid of success, cause the feds will wanna gun a nigga down
Painting bodies like a clown, catch me walking with a frown
Brown baggie full of Crown, stay proper like a noun
Lost and found, like a drunk missy, tipsy, in a gown, in the middle of the town
Head up in the clouds, sweat drippin' from my brow
Seed planted in this head, never watering the mound
Growing nothing but a pound, from the ground
So profound, when I come around
Bound to astound, I'm renowned
I'm a hound, something's wrong with me mentally
You ain't heard the rest of me, I'll cut these niggas out like a hysterectomy
What do you expect from me?
Feeling like I was Ye, and you are Beck to me
I don't care what you think, I'm busy reckoning my purpose, that I'm always questioning
This shit is deafening, if you ain't likin' what you hear
Put my middle fingers in your ear, I don't mean to waste your time
But you're just sitting there, with your little finger in your rear
Ain't it clear? I'm the one you fear, ending your career
Oh, but now you're asking to be spared? Man, I wouldn't even dare
I don't care, I'm the new mayor
Bow down, say your prayers, nigga, take a look at me
Can't you see, I'm rare? Slaying all the nay-sayers
Nigga, what you say, hater?
You're traitor, and a faker, and failure
I'm a savior to the game, when I'm writin' shit on paper
Do the world a favor, quit writin', let me be your trainer
Cause I'm greater than the majors, all these paper cuts from writing, you would think I write with razors
You would think I light with lasers, you would think I fight with tasers
But I'm just another gamer in the game, you're a flamer
Call me Tomb Raider, when I put another nigga in a box
When we box, not a single person in the room, talks
No one speaks, over loud, niggas thinkin' it was Meek
Nah, it's me, cause my pockets reek
Your shit is weak, but me? I'm at the peak of my prime
And when niggas take a peek, they say I'm weak with the rhymes
But I'm on a streak with my grind
I like to sneak cause I'm sleek, when I creep and seep into your mind
It wasn't easy to find, but I'm taking my time, so I think I'll be fine
The shit I'm doin' is dangerous, I know you want me to stop, but you wasn't speakin' my language
I know that you think I'm anxious, because they want me to vanquish
Now all I'm feelin' is anguish