Anesthesia

[Verse]
Time slips through my fingers as I'm looking for answers
While I dissociate that's where all my demons occurs
Memories in pieces laying down the floor inside my mind
Hiding my many faces I bear not any smiles behind
I never controlled anything I fuck up at the worst timing
I always watch them leaving I always end up grieving
Popping pills to keep me calm as the years accumulate
They multiply inside my palm I hope that it's not too late
I'm still afraid alone, I ache, am I awake? Atone I'll make
My fate await outgrown, I'm late, my mind decayed disown I break

[Outro]
I'm still afraid alone, I ache, am I awake? Atone I'll make
My fate await outgrown I'm late, my mind decayed disown I break
I'm still afraid alone, I ache, am I awake? Atone I'll make
My fate await outgrown, I'm late, my mind decayed disown I break