Anella Herim - Who I Am

[Verse 1]
How can I find a reason?
She ripped my heart to pieces
I'm broke, alone and bleeding out
I've tried to walk the streets, but
I'm crowded by lonely people
Only god can save me now
I could find another
Help me waste my time
Spend a couple hours
Under city street lights
I don't want a body
Just to help get by
Empty conversations, lead
To broken lifelines

[Bridge]
And no one knows
How I'm feeling tonight
I'll get home probably drink
To ease my time alone
Usually spent by the window

[Chorus]
But I'm trying to get better
Trying to find a place to start
Why'd you say forever?
If you knew we'd fall apart
It's harder to be honest
When I don't know
Who I was
But who I am I am's
Who I wanna be
Who I wanna be

[Verse 2]
I bet you know
How I feel
Thinking you found something real
Just to have the
Sky fall on you
I never meant to hurt you
Just didn't think I deserved you
I still don't and I'll never
Forgive myself
I was finding new addictions
That could quench my thirst
Just to realize that it would hurt
Worse, nothing could ever make me
Feel like you did

[Bridge]
And no one knows
How I'm feeling tonight
I'll get home probably drink
To ease my time alone
Usually spent by the window

[Chorus]
Just trying to get better
Trying to find a place to start
Why'd you say forever?
If you knew we'd fall apart
It's harder to be honest
When I don't know
Who I was
But who I am I am's
Who I wanna be
Just trying to get better
Trying to find a place to start
Why'd you say forever?
If you knew we'd fall apart