AND TO THINK I WASN’T

[Verse 1]
Things that you said are in my head
But now they're always on repeat
Right when you left I called my friends
And asked if I could stay the week
And I know you never talk
And tell me what you're talking in your sleep
Wake up with nothing real to say to me

[Chorus]
And to think I wasn't, you're everything
Lying on my chest, do you feel anything?
[?] waste of time
Tell me you have time to try
You wanna put it honestly
I don't wanna believe we're dying
And to think I wasn't, you're everything
Lying on my chest, do you feel anything?
And you can blame it all on me
But I can live with all we had
You wanna out it honestly
I don't wanna believe we're dying

[Verse 2]
I might just lose my mind if you don't stay often
Seems I already forgot who I am
I don't pray enough
Thank God that I made it out
Still holding onto memories, I don't want to
Why'd you have to do that for?
I don't care if it wasn't often
Know it doesn't mean anything, now
All I wanted, gone when you fade out
I can't do this right now

[Chorus]
And to think I wasn't, you're everything
Lying on my chest, do you feel anything?
[?] waste of time
Tell me you have time to try
You wanna put it honestly
I don't wanna believe we're dying
And to think I wasn't, you're everything
Lying on my chest, do you feel anything?
And you can blame it all on me
But I can live with all we had
You wanna out it honestly
I don't wanna believe

[Outro]
If you go, then run away
Go like a ghost haunting me
Leave me alone, leave me alone
Let me down, oh
If you go, then run away
Go like a ghost haunting me
If you go
Let me down