Last night I had a dream we were together again
And we laid in your bed
And I held your hand
Then we both got up
And we got in the shower
And I held you close
And when I got out
All the lights were dark and it was cold in the room
And I looked around and I couldn't find you
And I panicked and thought of blowing up your phone
But I knew you were gone
And I was alone
Sometimes I wonder what's the fucking point of anything
I walk around this room with my head all down and buried
I hate everybody I hate everything
I don't want anything
I'm fucked up I always fuck up and ruin everything
I dont know why I hurt you
Always doing things I didn't mean
...and to hold forever was written by SalemJournl.
...and to hold forever was produced by SalemJournl.
SalemJournl released ...and to hold forever on Wed Dec 20 2023.