...And If I Did, You Deserved It. (”In case I make it,” Outtake) - Live at Knitting Factory, Spokane, WA

[Intro]
Uh, here's one that isn't on a record

[Verse]
I want a new pair of shades
Get paid to wear shoes
Do what I say
Don't say what I do
When we're alone now
High up but a low-down
You know I'm not the type of guy to turn my back on a knife
And that's why I'm still looking in the mirror

Oh, I wanna be safe from the fame but be loved from afar
Get paid to write my name, could you airbrush my scars?
Get my good side
Don't get on my bad side
You know I'm not the type of guy to turn my back on a knife
It's just my luck these motherfuckers talking smack on a guy
But I'm deservin' every word they could bеgin to apply
At least they know now

[Chorus]
That I really don't carе what you think or what you say
Either that or I do way too much
Oh well, whatever, either way
My heart's empty, and I'm trying to fill it up
But it's not big enough for the both of us
No it's not big enough for the both of us

[Verse]
I want no less than the best but the best I can do
Is do the worst thing first and leave the rest up to you
I'm realistic
Everyone's a critic
If I keep beating myself up I'll keep on winning the fight
And get my ass kicked
I'm poisonous, not toxic
I'll admit when I'm wrong but only to be right
And if it fits in the song I'll rhyme that with "contrived"
Don't meet your idols
Hey, fuck you, I'm your idol
But the only label that'll sign is in the DSM5
'Cause my flaws are sorta on the pathological side
Don't call me eccentric, call me mentally sick
Cause I ain't sold enough tickets yet to be rich and that's the only difference

[Chorus]
I really don't care what you think or what you say
Either that or I do way too much
Oh well, whatever, either way
My heart's empty, and I'm trying to fill it up
But it's not big enough for the both of us
No it's not big enough for the both of us

[Bridge]
And if looks could kill I'd be staring in the mirror
Yeah, if looks could kill I'd be staring in the mirror
Yeah, if looks could kill I'd be staring in the mirror
Even more than I already would
'Cause man, I'm looking good

[Chorus]
And I really don't care what you think or what you say
I'm a cancer, I'm malignant, yeah, you oughta stay away
My heart's fucking empty, and I'm trying to fill it up
But it's not big enough for the both of us

And I really don't care what you think or what you say
I'm a cancer, I'm malignant, yeah, you oughta stay away
My heart's fucking empty, and I'm trying to fill it up
But it's not big enough for the both of us
No, it's not big enough for the both of us
No, it's not big enough for the both of us