Anastasis

I cannot shape it with a thousand words
Sinister "joke"
The void below me
A blowing message
I wished a hoax
In deep bereavement
Your end my damnation!

The core is dragging me, abysmal hole
Can't stop the fall
Can't stop the gush of blood
I feared you'll leave me
And that it was
My biggest frustration

I'll never see your face again
I'll never touch your face again
I'm drowned into perpetual madness

I'll never see your face again
I won't caress your face again
I plunged into an infinitе sadness

I cannot shape it with a thousand words
Out of the bluе
A punch without a glove
I'm losing balance
Determined orbit
Spins downwards my spiral

And will I ever feel secure and warm?
No harbor now
To crop the gift of love
The ground is shaking
Nothing to hold on
Deprived of my boulder!

How could you leave me?
How could you do this to me?
Fuck death!