An Ode to Loneliness

[Verse 1]
Everything's a blur right now
You're all I see and I don't know how
I wish you would come and hold my hand
But you can't seem to understand
Where I'm coming from
When I say I'm sad
You told me to bottle up how I feel
But you know it'll end up bad
It's sunny outside
But why do I feel like rain
And around everyone else you act the same

[Chorus]
And I just wanna feel loved
And I wanna be someone's number one

[Verse 2]
I'm never somebody's first choice
I'm calling at the top of my lungs, but no one hears my voice
From about six feet
Under the ground
It feels like I never even made a sound

[Chorus 2]
And my voice is getting dry
I don't know if I should even try anymore