An Attempt At Advice

[Interlude]
I think you're on a hamster wheel
You're oscillating between complete surrender to the chaos
And then there's kind of desperate attempts at control
When you fixate on a relationship that isn't going the way that you want
Or like, try to see everything in this bird's eye view
Analyzing it from every possible angle, it's all control
And then when you don't like what you find
It makes sense, you just want to numb it, you know?
It's okay
Everyone's got these cycles, everyone's sitting in on something
I think you like the tension, I think it can be useful
You don't really want off the wheel at all, do you?