​amputee

[Verse]
When the grass is dry and never green
I contemplate what's happening
And who I was just other week
Wonders why the fuck he felt so weak
Letting water rise and stumble down his cheeks
It gets a whole lot worse when it's just a dream
For every promise I just couldn't keep
I'll amputate your heart so it won't bleed
I know it's not very often when we speak
I hope you know when we do it's so comforting
Oh, if I made up these feelings, then how am I still here?
And if the world is still turning that's all I have to fear
I think that I've been in slumber
Since last summer, but what made it end?
I've grown tired of conversations, it's like I'm brainless
(My thoughts go over their heads, their heads)
I hate that I get why you leave me dormant
I'm tired of feeling normal, it's horrible