AMNESIA

[Part I]

[Verse]
This kind of loyalty ain't free
How can you expect that from me?
That's not a fair deal
I see it's one-sided, okay
New girl on me wanna link up
And the homies bet on me like a parlay
In the winter, it get cold, need a mink, yeah
I been reinforced ever since a heartbreak
And she on to the next, amnesia, yeah
When you cut through the noise, you'll see us, us
Put all the blame on me
But didn't leave the time for rebuttal
I tried to get back on my feet
And then all my stress, it like doubled
Now the liquor, I'm pouring it double
I finally got out of the rubble
But I still get flashes of back when it happened
She gave me scars and then left when it mattered
Don't think I can heal forever
So what now? What now?
Oh, won't someone tell me?

[Part II]

[Intro]
(Hey Raghav, so what are you doing?)
(It's not r-g-h-v, it's rghv)

[Verse]
Okay, yeah
I been putting on for everybody, and they want me to hate my skin
I know it better than anybody
I don't politic' no more, I'm sick of them all sleeping on me
They ain't even put no work in, but they still talk like the big homie
Where were you when I recorded off of a headset?
Mama said I'm too hard on myself, I just said "I'm tryna get blessed"
I was prayin' I could get better, back then, they put me on Emeset
The way that I been makin' somethin' from nothin', it don't make no sense
I gotta stay off the 'net for a while
I been workin' my way to the crown
Who the fuck gon' hold me down?
I'm tryna set all the fam' for life
Tryna be a golden child
And these tears fall from my eyes
Pray I go out with a smile, yeah
2024, I been seein' clear, duckin' conversation with the wrong people
Clubbin' getting old, vision gettin' near, tryna be on tour like a sightseer
Sayin' this shit in bold, I'm tryna be Vogue, I'm tryna be like Bieber
I gotta stay ten toes and stay on 100 like a high fever