AMBIVERT

[Chorus]
I'm on the L train pushin' the red button on my phone
Head bangin' I sent bae to the dial tone
Gettin' faded I'm dissipated I'm high dawg
Back on the X wish I was dead but I'm alive dawg
I ain't answered my texts in a couple weeks
Maybe it's the drugs but I think it's something in me
I been in a slump but I think I'm under my peak
Said I wasn't done but now everything lookin' bleak

[Verse]
Said I wasn't done, but I think about dyin' every single night
Spent all my dopamine just tryin' to get high
Fuck
Lil' baby I been stuck in a fog
Wait for the fall
For nirvana I been riskin' it all
Tippin' the ball
I be in the corner I don't speak
So much thеy be tryna get a quarter off of mе
Man I ain't the plug I'm just floatin' in the deep
But when I'm on the stage I know I own it when I speak
Ain't afraid to die you know I'm totin' somethin' sleek
I be havin' nightmares I'm moanin' when I sleep
Just go and let me be

[Bridge]
(I know you see)
I know you see
I'm low
And if I take much more I think I might explode

[Chorus]
I'm on the L train pushin' the red button on my phone
Head bangin' I sent bae to the dial tone
Gettin' faded I'm dissipated I'm high dawg
Back on the X wish I was dead but I'm alive dawg
I ain't answered my texts in a couple weeks
Maybe it's the drugs but I think it's something in me
I been in a slump but I think I'm under my peak
Said I wasn't done but now everything lookin' bleak

[Verse 2]
Gave my life to the mix track
But I don't speak about it at the kickback
I take whatever I can find I'm walking zigzag
Go on and play that shit
But I don't know if how you acting really genuine
Or if you locking in a spot before I make it
Even with no close you know I'm never really naked
Even when I'm gone you know my house is never vacant
Even when I- fuck
You know I never take the mask off
But every night I screw the mouthpiece of the flask off
Or what he say already? Nineteen with a dad bod
I know in school everybody thought that I was mad odd
Damn

[Chorus]
I'm on the L train pushin' the red button on my phone
Head bangin' I sent bae to the dial tone
Gettin' faded I'm dissipated I'm high dawg
Back on the X wish I was dead but I'm alive dawg
I ain't answered my texts in a couple weeks
Maybe it's the drugs but I think it's something in me
I been in a slump but I think I'm under my peak
Said I wasn't done but now everything lookin' bleak