Ambivalence

I can’t tell the difference from what’s real and what’s not
All the time up in my mind, what I’m thinking is distraught
If it’s for not who I am it’s what my fate has chose to be
I can’t dwell what's in the past but I just keep it close to me
Show me yo love, bitch I’m above, I am so high they can call me the sun
Evidence showing that I am so evil, I leave you to bleed when I go hit and run
I am a burden to all and go murder the ones who won’t nurture the ones in the brawl
If it was not for the times in my life, that would stab like a knife, I would not break the wall
Left in the dark, where I reside, I needa rip, not from a tide
Try to go quick, I will not die, you gon’ take 6 and then imma take mine
What is the deal, I do not know, I’m from a planet that nobody goes
Imma just sit on the edge of her bed while the voice in my head telling me to stay froze

Aye, I can’t trust shit
Keep my back against the wall cuz niggas on that fuck shit, Yeah
If you don’t rep the function
We gon pull up to yo crib and wish my niggas get to bustin’
Better stay up on yo block, nigga
If my niggas get to shootin’, ain’t no one on one
Nigga this ain’t for fun
Shove him and he go back like it’s 1991