Ambivalence

[Intro]
I'm trying to hide from all the people outside
Feel like I can die
Too many times I've cried over you
I can never lie, so Imma tell her the truth
But little did I know that it's gonna make me lose you

[Verse 1]
Now I'm standing here, out in the pouring rain
Wishing I could turn back time, erase the pain
All the words I said, the bridges that I've burned
I never thought that telling you would make the tables turn
I see your face, it's all over town
I hear your name in every whispered sound
Girl you make my heart pound

[Verse 2]
And in the darkness I search for a sign
Then I convince myself that I'm blind
I put the lsd in my wine cuz I'm bugging
I'll never wanna be by your side again

[Verse 3]
You talk about your space, there you have it
I don't know if I'm mad or is it sadness
Now when I talk about you I'm using past tense
And that hurts