Ambers

I found you standing at the side of everything I am
So tell me why do I feel like I'm struggling
To make amends with the creatures in my head?
I feel it sinking in

Tear me apart, find my breath a brand new start
'Cause I am actually trying, and feel like I'm dying
But finding some relief, while my heart is on fire
I'm stuck and I'm tired, from speaking quietly

So tear me apart, and find my breath a brand new start
'Cause I'm still trying to sleep, feel your arms around me
Like the warmth of an ambers glow
Listen my heart's tryna beat but it steadily sinks on it's own
I'm still trying to grow

And now, feel the weight of winter snow
As the sun begins fading I'll wait here for months in the cold
But you'll never know