Am I Why?

[Verse 1]
Tell me something I wanna hear
Not just something I am begging you to say
Tell me that you're happy that we ended up here
Not just that you're bored and I am your escape

[Pre-Chorus]
Baby, am I just a habit?
I don't know 'bout that shit
Stretching to the edges of the room like I'm elastic
Feeling like a magnet, pulling in the habits
Is that what I thought would happen?
I guess you said that this was it
And it is, but then again, I'm asking

[Chorus]
Is it me?
Am I why I'm never having any fun?
Am I why I don't get the things I want?
I try but I always end up where I was
Disillusioned, disillusioned

[Verse 2]
I can always make you look good
Carvе you out of wood until you fit with me
But just because I can, it doеsn't mean that I should
Nothing here conducted me, electricity

[Pre-Chorus]
Baby, am I just a habit?
I don't know 'bout that shit
Tryna get a signal but I'm only catching static
Feeling so dramatic, you're monosyllabic
It's not what I thought would happen
I guess you said that this was it
And it is, but then again, I'm asking

[Chorus]
Is it me?
Am I why I'm never having any fun?
Am I why I don't get the things I want?
I try but I always end up where I was
Disillusioned, disillusioned

[Spoken]
Like, get the fuck out of here, bro
Like, no one cares about your stupid little knife skills

[Bridge]
I wish I didn't want you
I wish I didn't want you
To want me

[Chorus]
Am I why I'm never having any fun?
Am I why I don't get the things I want?
I try but I always end up where I was
And I feel so much better when I'm done
And now 'cause you're already standing by the door
I want mine when you don't want me anymore
'Cause there's only so much I can take me for
I'm disillusioned, disillusioned