Am i wasting my time

i want to know
what to say
when the song starts
then every single note
gets played but
i have nothing to
back it up
so i
dig inside
my own heart
ill try to go back down
just to raise you up
cause baby i
can’t seem to
come back round
stuck up in this
fucking
cloud

think of better times
think of better lives
i don’t want to shine
i just want to die
let me go and go
and walk this road
all alone but ill
go and
do my best
show how i went
how i go and go
how i never know
where i want
where i want to go
where i want to be now

i don’t believe
a thing any fucking more
do you want to
hear my story
of how i fuck up
every relationship
that i can
manage
oh i don’t know why
i even try
with this shit anymore
its a fucking
waste of time

maybe for you and i
cause baby i

thinking like this is such a chore
i know i must be such a bore
i won’t say anything else
anymore