Always Think of You

[Verse 1]
I was young and narcissistic, hellishly ambitious
Searching for some solid ground to stand upon
And reckless, all my actions senseless
Never thought of consequences
Til the day I heard you'd come along

[Pre-Chorus 1]
And every night when I feel the space
I hold on tight to my pillow case
Try to get a sense of you
Green haze over blue

[Chorus]
Staring back at me
Like a loaded gun
I never knew it would hurt so much
To wanna love someone

In everything I do
Every stranger's face
In all thе open places that I'm running to
I always think of you

[Verse 2]
A wave of indеcision that never seems to break
A trail of hearts left bleeding in its wake

[Pre-Chorus 2]
And in my search to be someone
I lost sight of what I've become
I can't recognize the sunken eyes that are

[Chorus]
Staring back at me
Like a loaded gun
I never knew it would hurt so much
To wanna love someone

In everything I do
Every stranger's face
In all the open places that I'm running to
I always think of you

[Bridge]
And I've been up since yesterday
Been counting cars and wandering
Through avenues and alleyways
But it's all the same

[Outro]
Cause in every open place that I stop into
It never numbs the pain like I want it to
I always think of you