​​​​always hated goodbyes

[Verse 1]
I hear the rain
Start to fall as it turns to a pour
We're here again
In this storm, but we've been here before

I see the street signs warning
Telling me that I have no other place I can go
Feel like I'm stuck in motion
Can't find balance, I'm living in a vertigo

[Chorus]
Everything is nothing like before
I've tried to hold it together
Clinging onto memories I swore
That I could hang on forever
But the end of the road wasn't far ahead
I let go and I suddenly woke in my bed
Rubbed the haze from my eyes
I've always hated goodbyes

[Post-Chorus]
(I've always hated goodbyes)

[Verse 2]
Sabotaging what could be something
Better than what came before
Why do I feel the need to worry
About what's waiting behind the door?

What gives the feeling that it can't get better?
I wonder what it thinks of me now?
I want to break out from the constant battle
Of proving who I am to a crowd

[Chorus]
Everything is nothing like before
I've tried to hold it together
Clinging onto memories I swore
That I could hang on forever
But the end of the road wasn't far ahead
I let go and I suddenly woke in my bed
Rubbed the haze from my eyes
I've always hated goodbyes

[Bridge]
One step closer
Feel the tide pulling me under
No four leaf clover
Always feeling outnumbered

I know this might feel right
But I can't tell if I'm sober
Can't trust myself

[Chorus]
Everything is nothing like before
I've tried to hold it together
Clinging onto memories I swore
That I could hang on forever
But the end of the road wasn't far ahead
I let go and I suddenly woke in my bed
Rubbed the haze from my eyes
I've always hated goodbyes

I've always hated goodbyes
I've always hated goodbyes

[Chorus]
Everything is nothing like before
I've tried to hold it together
Clinging onto memories I swore
That I could hang on forever
But the end of the road wasn't far ahead
I let go and I suddenly woke in my bed
Rubbed the haze from my eyes
I've always hated goodbyes