Always Carrie

When I'm awake at night
Sometimes I picture you
And hear those words again
You said I'm leaving
I couldn't hold you down
And not expect that you would drown
I'm a clown
But no one's laughing
Maybe you're from another planet
One I want to invade
It's all been said
To me you're dead
And it's time to turn your page

I'm not sure what it was that led us down that dead end road
Some of those signs can be quite deceiving
I knew your favorite things
Didn't know that one of them was someone else
I'm done believing
Someday there will be understanding
Everyday is a tragedy
It's me you blame
But it's a shame
That you will always carrie