​always

Take advantage of me you know i like that
In the end im going ghost like snapchat
Too much pressure on my chest i can't take it
Pull up to the party you ain't get an invitation
My friends will leave me in the dirt
Im sick and tired feeling hurt
Why is it always getting worse
I took the pills it made it worse

(kaixan)
Yeah these pills got me hanging on a tightrope
Leaking body red up on the screen just like a typo
All my money blue its like im texting off an iphone
Posted with ur bitch im not just kaixan imma chiro-practor
And that money coming im the factor
Spin that fucking building imma turn into disaster
And u can come meet me after
What i would do for some laughter

To be honest i still wish you the best but
Right now im feeling so much better
Thankful for the things that i would do when i would let her
Every time u hit my phone i just ignore it
Every time i see a pill i want to snort it
Baby ur the reason why im sticking to myself
Ive been steady smoking cigarettes im fucking up my health
My friends will leave me in the dirt
Im sick and tired feeling hurt
Why is it always getting worse
I took the pills it made it worse
I pretend it doesnt matter
Fucking with your feelings now ur prolly feeling shattered
She said im “mysterious” but really its anxiety
I dont like commitment so im sticking to variety
My friends will leave me in the dirt
Im sick and tired feeling hurt
Why is it always getting worse
I took the pills it made it worse