Alter Ego

The everyday struggles started getting tough for me
Apprehension rising up in me
I found myself suddenly smothered by the tension levels that I suffered g
The heavy energy that covered me, it was a dissapointing new discovery
Not knowing what my future was to be started wishing that there was another me
Then abruptly I saw a puff of heat
Somebody started walking up to me
I cut my knee then I my smacked myself just to see if I still was asleep
I said are you the grim reaper first he chuckled then he said no luckily
He told me that he was my alter ego when I listened as he brought me up to speed
So aggravated and disgusted he
Started sayin that he's had enough of me
Said, don't you wish that you was totally sucka free, I said yes I'd love to be
He said good, now that both of us agree
Then of you I'm taking over custody
You must believe and trust indeed I won't deceive, but I questioned him reluctantly
Then he got upset and started cussing me
He said you know how theses mothafuckers be
They try to knock you off
You don't have the luxury of actin cool and uppity
I told em drama ain't my cup of tea
He said normally I deduct a fee
But I'm in here trying to hook you up for free
And destruct your opposition publicly

Okay here we go, the power building up in me slow
I'm bout to take the whole world over K-Rino with my alter ego
They thought that they had gotten rid of me so it's time to show Em how real it is When I step out into the villages I'm a show em what a real killer is

I said okay, you can finish g
He started telling what the premise be
I was shocked at how much he resembled me, then he went and pour a cup of Hennessey
And even though we thought differently, cause of his many sinister tendencies
His ideologies would interest me eventually developing the chemistry
I sat listenin attentively, is all about about self dependency, said he can do the work of ten of me, bringing world dominance potentially, he said you got the right energy, you just execute it too timidly, but with me we can instantly blow em all out of the vicinity
The time is up for being friendly
Gotta let em see a new identity
And pimp slap every fake ass devil worshiper that's in the industry
And then if they got a problem with it, bomb on em make them pay a penalty, kill em lyrically religiously, academically if need be physically, the next generation's simply is getting massacred and raped mentally, consistently even grown Men and women be mimicking his imagery, I said hell yeah let's get it in homicide is the remedy, now I'm finna be 23 times worse, everybody is a enemy

I ventured out into society, steppin loud not quietly, defiantly walking through the streets with a killer entity inside of me, had taking over me entirely, and I knew that there was no denying me, I chopped the head off the first rapper that was dumb enough to cut his eye at me
Instead of sadness and crying, we found it funnier than Richard Prior be, [?]
My alter ego is watching me as I cut his body down like I tree
He said that it was done justifiably, I smiled and said, yeah I agree
The killer urging me to fry emcees grew violently and maniacally
And every night I read silently
Cause if I would speak loud I would bleed
Now any where I'm at a riot be
At first I was too shy to see
I do it just to stop my anxiety
Never for the note of rioting
And when I'm done what a liar he never functions again viably
And even though I murder tribally
Still I maintain high piety?, he said, I think you get it now, I'm a about to leave, then he said bye to me
He said I know you hated this experience, then we laughed at the irony, ha