Alright

[Verse 1]
Maybe I'll go outside
And try to count the trees outside of my apartment
Maybe I'll close my eyes
Pretend I'm somewhere else where all the leaves are falling

[Pre-Chorus]
I trust my horoscope
More than I trust myself
Keep feeding my ego
When I should ask for help
Don't know where prayers go
But I'm still scared of hell

[Chorus]
No, I'll never be all right
But maybe I'll get close
I'm drinking with my ghosts tonight
No, I'll never be all right
But I heard it gets good
I'm thinking that I could in time
No, I'll never be all right
But it's gonna be alright

[Verse 2]
I should be keeping score
Of all the nights I can't decide between getting high or sleeping
I thought by 24
I wouldn't question all affection as if I don't need it

[Pre-Chorus]
I trust my horoscope
More than I trust myself
Keep feeding my ego
When I should ask for help
Don't know where prayers go
But I'm still scared of hell

[Chorus]
No, I'll never be all right
But maybe I'll get close
I'm drinking with my ghosts tonight
No, I'll never be all right
But I heard it gets good
I'm thinking that I could in time
No, I'll never be all right
But it's gonna be alright

[Bridge]
No, I'll never be all right
But it's gonna be alright

And every time I go back to Boston
It just feels like running away
And I sink right back to the bottom
Hoping one day something will change
All my monsters live in the mirror
So I stare them straight in the face
Tell them even though I'm lost I'm not afraid

[Outro]
No, I'll never be all right
But maybe I'll get close
I'm drinking with my ghosts tonight
No, I'll never be all right
But I heard it gets good
I'm thinking that I could in time