Alone Time

[Intro]
Yeah
I need alone time
Yeah

[Verse 1]
I don't laugh hard enough when my friends show me a meme
Gotta face it, I got reputation of being mean
I'm not too worried to fall in that category
Or too arrogant to share my side of the story
I'm not too proud to admit when I took a loss
Stuck my hands in my dirt, got up, and I dusted off
Skills, had to hone mine
Damn, I need alone time
Say time is money, I got no interest to loan time
You ever met a homebody that hate to be alone?
Really bad at texting, but hate to talk on the phone
Cold shouldеr, don't you cry on me
Attachment bring anxiety
I need to sеparate at the moment I feel you tied to me
Am I tripping? I need to keep a distance to inspire you
And exercise my freedom to leave the moment I'm tired of you
Tires roll, but my passenger seat empty
Annoyed when you hit me at times when I'm not busy
How can I explain my silence ain't disrespect?
How can I explain my distance ain't just neglect?
Music is the outlet where I pen my regrets
I unplug when I'm done, but shocked that I can't connect

[Interlude]
Mmm
Yeah

[Verse 2]
I wanted to take a .22 to shoot myself 'round twenty-two
Mmm, deep connection, couldn't fake it if I wanted to
I can speak to all of you, but I can't speak to one of you
If a gun a was at my head for real, but I had the guts to pull it
I don't know 'cause I didn't have no money for the bullets
Back and forth scenarios, my mind began to wonder
Pullin' trigger takes some follow-through, that's my biggest problem
Readin' books, attendin' seminars in hopes to change the feeling
Alternative to dying to escape the pains of living
David and Goliath, raise my level or it's over
But it's hard to toss this pebble with this boulder on my shoulder
Uh, antisocial, I want to be alone
Accustomed to the prison and the mental be at home
That Gucci belt won't hold you up when you feel them knees buckle
You hit that floor and pray to God and it feel like he don't love you

[Outro]
Hmm, I need alone time
I don't even own my own mind
Not for a long time
I need a long time, long time, a long time
My heart beatin' fast, will it slow down, slow down, slow down?