Alone

[Verse 1]
They say I'm alone way too much
They say I'm livin' way too hush
Like piece of mind is a mind defined, but I'm feelin' mighty fine
Still feelin' kinda high
Just walkin' on stilts, just feelin' that tilt
Like my blood made of silk, and these words made of silk
It's courseless moves, so of course I groove
I love my friends and family
Although company seems to rattle me
Guess some confident shit just baffles me
I wanna be alone
Wanna be lost in my zone
But I craft affection with discretion
Cause I know I'm loved by my best friends
But I want it over dead ends
Ponderеd over season stems
Evеn if I catch some smoke, will I love all of them?
And if I didn't toke, your jaw would be all in
But y'all still love my pen
Solidarity has never seemed so scary
But all this love has made me worry
"But where's the catch, like a twenty-two?"
I'm small in stature, but I'll run through you

[Verse 2]
Surpassed apprentice, but I'm no master
Just one who popped up last year
Haven't budged the lock since
I don't do this to make sense
I'm just tryna make my thoughts make sense
Mental closet busted up by gunshots and apathy, I digress
Even though I'm happy, company seems to rattle me
Makes me wanna retrogress
Guess that's why I like to be alone
Cause, if I don't have a home, you can't break it
And I can fake it, and act like I'm faded
But, truth, I ain't feelin' shit
Yeah, I ain't feelin' shit
So I'll just smoke another one
Go ahead, smoke another son
It's just in your head
I'm afraid y'all won't need [?] to realize I'm just a sick fuck
Who's been blessed with love, but best of luck
Cause I'm blank-faced like an OG
Only Red knows the real me
And that makes me feel blue
Cause he's seen me at my worst, but what am I to do?
When I can tell I'm gettin' worse?
Company seems to rattle me, it might lay me in my hearse
Praise be the light as I sing alone to shadows in the night