Intro:
I been feeling so alone
Sittin’ here hoping that you’ll call my phone
Out of touch with myself, i know
I wanna fuckin’ cry but i can’t let go
Chorus:
Yeah, i been feeling so alone
Sittin’ here hoping that you’ll call my phone
Out of touch with myself, i know
I wanna fuckin’ cry but i can’t let go
And i’ve been taking all these pills
To deal with this pain that i just don’t wanna feel
I wish it was ok but it’s not that’s how it is
The drugs ease my mind but i wish they never did
Verse:
I'm still gonna be in pain either way
I'm still gonna feel the same every day
I'm still gonna take these meds to the face
Pop another bottle cause these pills i’m tryna chase them
All these memories i’ll try erase them
Takin’ pills hoping no one has laced them
Cause this high feels so damn amazin’ yeah, ay
I been so disconnected
Nothing makes me satisfied
People used to say i'm gifted
Now they see where i am and the act surprised
Like bitch you lied
I'm not your guy
Like bitch you lied
Chorus:
Yeah, i been feeling so alone
Sittin’ here hoping that you’ll call my phone
Out of touch with myself, i know
I wanna fuckin’ cry but i can’t let go
And i’ve been taking all these pills
To deal with this pain that i just don’t wanna feel
I wish it was ok but it’s not that’s how it is
The drugs ease my mind but i wish they never did