[Verse 1]
I'm alone it's a gift and a curse
Every time I help somebody they would show me what I'm worth
You know I'm just person, brought up on the dirt
Down to earth but I'm certain, most ain't gon' admit that I was hurt
I was nervous, product of the life I was presented
I was told to keep it real but people quickly took advantage
Left me hangin', lookin' savage, my heart was lookin' dead and
Most the homies started ghostin' as the gossip started spreadin'
I'm copin', the rolls been the dopest to hold this emotion the closest to home is
Focused and wrote this to show Rick the soulless and locusts who opened my soul and just stole shit
I noticed at times I could be outta my mind
I be reachin' for the sky but that's just how I'm designed
Always thinkin' divine, got people rollin' they eyes
Everytime I'm helpin' homies up but nobody tries
[Hook]
I'm alone
In the middle of a crowd
I been livin' in my dreams and nobody around
I'm alone
As I sit up on my cloud
I been livin' in my dreams and nobody around
I'm alone
In the middle of a crowd
I been livin' in my dreams and nobody around
I'm alone
As I sit up on my cloud
I been livin' in my dreams and nobody around
[Verse 2]
In my 4 cornered room I envision
Life without depression and obsession with suspicion
Always see myself in paralytical positions
Never get inspired to continue on my missions...
Now I'm always drinkin', don't know what I'm thinkin'
Try'na stay afloat but my hurt soul is steady sinkin'
Chuggin' up the seagrams gin up in my lincoln
In a mental prison so no blinkin' when I'm speakin'
Only gettin' love from the people overseas
I'm takin' all the drugs while im prayin on my knees...
Layin on a dity rug an starin' to the ceilin'
Thinkin' 'bout the quickest way to end this shit I'm feelin'
[Hook]
I'm alone
In the middle of a crowd
I been livin' in my dreams and nobody around
I'm alone
As I sit up on my cloud
I been livin' in my dreams and nobody around
I'm alone
In the middle of a crowd
I been livin' in my dreams and nobody around
I'm alone
As I sit up on my cloud
I been livin' in my dreams and nobody around