Alone

[Verse 1]
Every night I close my eyes and feel kinda lonely
I lie that I’m okay, I’m actually homely
Stop saying I’ll be okay when you don’t really know me
If you need me to, I can spell it out slowly
I’m always ignored and excluded by my “friends”
I’ve explored my feelings and concluded no ends
Lord, I've disputed myself and made no amends
I can’t afford to be saluted, my sanity descends
I’m sick of being treated like I’m not worth a thing
I’m quick to be defeated, yet I still learn nothing
I think I’m conceited, and it’s honestly discouraging
To see the people who’ve succeeded and are flourishing
I’ve got no one to rely on; not even my family
I’ve tried talking to ‘em, they say I need more therapy
But that doesn’t do a single damn thing for me
So I just sit in my room and cry angrily

[Hook]
I’m alone, far from home
Need someone to call my own
I’m alone, far from home
Need someone to call my own

[Post-Chorus]
Need someone
Need someone
Need someone
I need someone
Need someone
Need someone
Need someone
I need someone

[Verse 2]
Can’t go a day without feeling depressed
Leave me alone; that’s my final request
Just like my room, my mind is a mess
My thoughts on the moon and I’m constantly stressed
Stressed 'cause I'm paranoid that people will hurt me
I always get annoyed and have thoughts that irk me
And most people know this, ‘cause I say it overtly
And when it comes to therapy, I’ll say no firmly
‘Cause it doesn’t help me, it just makes things worse
So I just talk about my feelings in verse
And I don’t give a damn if I’m acting like a hearse
I’m like that in person, I just wanna disperse
My thoughts out and feel something other than pain
For once, feel some joy that’s fillin’ my brain
But I know that won’t happen, ‘cause I’m pretty far from sane
I’m insane, and my life is pretty plain
All I do is stay isolated in my room
Feelin’ hated by many, and always full of gloom
My time left here is dated I presume
No one cares about me; that’s something I assume
I mean, it’s obvious; I’m always left abandoned
I always feel lost, and like I’m stranded
Lost at sea, with nobody to rescue me
And in my mind, I’ll always be a refugee

[Hook]
I’m alone, far from home
Need someone to call my own
I’m alone, far from home
Need someone to call my own

[Post-Chorus]
Need someone
Need someone
Need someone
I need someone
Need someone
Need someone
Need someone
I need someone