Alone

All these feelings are foreign
And I hate to feel this
I hate to feel me
I hate myself
And I begin to hate the world around me
And I always swore To myself
To never feel like this
Never feel a fucking thing

Look me in my eyes
Tell me this is real
Look me in my eyes
Can't you see how I feel

This won't be everything
This won't be all I give
How can I crawl back
How can I crawl back by myself

I'll force you to cut your name on my chest
Life got its meaning on the day
I looked in your eyes for the first time
Life lost its meaning on the day
You said goodbye

I lay down on my room’s floor
Pretending to be in your bed
With your head resting on my chest
How we used to

I am still questioning myself
Was it all worth it
Was it all worth it
What if this story had a different end
A different end