[Verse 1: Ben Beal]
Yeah
Lost in all this movement, all these faces looking blur
Only seen a piece of this whole place that we call earth
I made a lot of people mad, hope they never meet my friends
Take away the numbness now its me, myself and it
I'm just tryna take off to a place where I can post up and just lay
Above an average portion on my plate
I need to digest, I'm trying my best
Sore to breath, with waters this deep
I'm missing my friends, one too many, I had a nightmare about this
Life is just a 30 second bump and then you out this, bitch
Spending life reaching for the stars and breaking wrists
Last year bracehouse disappeared, I haven't been right since
Mind stays locked, like a bike on a rack (bike on a rack)
Got a doctor note, please, cut me some slack
Fill a crowd with some people that I've never met
Popping all the fuck off and blame it on the internet
I tell you that I'm OK
I can be so OP
I could be so OD
Doing drugs with OGs
Middle finger face, fuck yourself to all the police
Give a kid a new syringe, turn him to a dophine
This is not your parents dream, thinking up the parents scheme
Wish life could be as simple as some Merlot One and cheese, yeah
Moments staying lost in the mix, fingers staying crossed
Line up in the sand, please tell me "get rich"
[Chorus: Ben Beal]
I just need a little time to breath, I guess
I'm in Chinatown I can't see through the mist
I should be in school but I'm too cool for this
I should be in school but I'm too cool for this
I just need a little time to breath, I guess
I'm in Chinatown I can't see through the mist
I should be in school but I'm too cool for this
I should be in school but I'm too cool for this
[Verse 2: Rennie]
I fuck around and put my city, ah
I got a couple hundred thousand now you with me, huh?
Yeah, I flew to Houston, took the Whitney route
I changed the sound, something different, everybody getting freaky now
Yeah, I can't rap but I can tweak around with autotune
The worth of me, you pass me up, even though I would offer you
You start pretend like I'm puzzle pieces, a Rubix cube
It took a couple years, but the Rennie season was overdue
[Chorus: Rennie]
I just need a little time to breath, I guess
I'm in Chinatown I can't see through the mist
I should be in school but I'm too cool for this
I should be in school but I'm too cool for this
[Outro: Rennie]
I'm too cool for this, now
I'm too cool for this
I'm too cool for this, now
I'm too cool for this
Alone at Last was produced by HM Surf.
Ben Beal released Alone at Last on Fri Apr 03 2020.