Alone Against The World

My life is like a burning dream
But there's no awake with a scream
I have the only hope -
Wish an "airdance" with the rope

There's no color in my soul
My universe has faded years ago
My (season) [singing 'flesh(?)'] is the endless fall
I'm alone against this world!

[Chorus:]
Darkness is inside my brain
All that I can feel is pain
Maybe I become insane
Fire's running through my vein
Never see the light again
All of my attempts are vain
'Cause my spirit's tied with chain
Where is an exit out of me?

What will be my final step?
I can't forgive the sins of yours
The outward things are sticky web
That suppresses fair force

There's no future, no past
My last seconds are running so fast
What for I wait? The freedom so near
My mind is held with primal fear

I'm an epicenter of silence
My soul's an epicenter of void
No hate, no love, no evil, no violence
Just emptiness & nothing else:

I'll go away with deadly grin
You hear no groan from my mouth
I know I have no chance to win
But soul-spark will rush above

[Chorus]
My life is like a burning dream
But there's no awake with a scream
I have the only hope -
Wish an "airdance" with the rope

There's no color in my soul
My universe has faded years ago
My (season) [singing 'flesh(?)'] is the endless fall
I'm alone against this world!

[Chorus]