Almost Had Me

He almost had me (Koda this is crazy)
He almost had me

[Chorus]
Devil almost had me losing my faith
I could not believe what was happening to me
My home was now becoming a sink
Need a wash but somehow I'm getting more dirty
How could I be dreading Sunday
Broke a promise to my father
Acting like a fun day
Church hurt stacked on my bread like it's Subway
I gotta be the man but right now just wanna run away

[Verse 1]
Right now I wanna get away
If I had to stay here then I might as well just fade away
When I feel depression I remember can't be feeding it
Suicide's an ultimate act of disobedience
If you don't believe me look at Judas Iscariot
Only thing I cared about was getting my distance
So hurt I can't talk to my sibling
Can't trust community, they just fib with

[Bridge 1]
Everything that means the most to me
I was hoping with these people I'd gain victory
My view on the church is totally messed up
Devil want me to step down

[Chorus]
Devil almost had me losing my faith
I could not believe what was happening to me
My home was now becoming a sink
Need a wash but somehow I'm getting more dirty
How could I be dreading Sunday
Broke a promise to my father
Acting like a fun day
Church hurt stacked on my bread like it's Subway
I gotta be the man but right now just wanna run away

[Verse 2]
I know someday
I'm gonna face God, I don't want to be Your enemy
If I am, I'm setting myself up for tragedy
Losing my faith from elders would be sad to see
Sadducee
All I see are Pharisees
Pride in my mind, God, it's all eating me
I don't wanna be another making false promises
Hurt from Christians make me wanna build time machines

[Bridge 2]
Hurt Christians Hurt Christians
Hurt Christians Hurt Christians
We all hurt Christians
We all need Jesus

[Chorus]
Devil almost had me losing my faith
I could not believe what was happening to me
My home was now becoming a sink
Need a wash but somehow I'm getting more dirty
How could I be dreading Sunday
Broke a promise to my father
Acting like a fun day
Church hurt stacked on my bread like it's Subway
I gotta be the man but right now just wanna run away

[Outro]
You can't run from God
I mean you could but that's a terrible idea
Devil almost had me (yea Never Separated)
But God got me