Allure

This year felt like my worst year
Closing the casket, old habits, my hearse year
A lot of people change when I changed lanes
Started a business with two friends man that’s insane
Don’t know what it is but things ain’t the same
The ones you thought were going to be there
Didn’t show up for the game, a bunch of strangers clapping cheering
Feelings still empty but through the ups and the downs, God gave plenty
Appreciated all the talks me and Acee had, he tell mе calm down man
Atleast you gotta dad, that’s my bro for life don’t evеr get it twisted
He on his grind all the time no assistance, love lost love found, 24 ain’t found one fit enough
To where that sparkly crown, end of the day we just want someone whose down
Grown men talking in the dark, traits of a clown…..UH…

You know…..its crazy how people question you about..what you doing and how you do it…
No body ever walked in my shoes…no one experienced everything I experienced…so sometimes
I just wanted to say…… F*CK You!....

When I was 21 I almost had a kid, two days had life planned out I was scared
Friends calling my phone like “Hey, don’t sweat it” “Have faith” “Move forward, don’t let it tear you down!”
Bad credit, great support system is what kept me focused without that would have left me hopeless
All the pain, all the lies, and deceit, you thought you played a fool
Girl I kept them receipts, all the thanks in the world ain’t really enough
Constant reminders that life ain’t so tough, I look up to the stars
That’s what I’m trying to touch, and travel to foreign lands where people speaking Dutch
This is my story and I ain’t embarrassed at all, just letting you know that I’m human and sometimes I fall
Thank you for listening, reminiscing, overcoming division, follow my dreams, do what I want
Man that was always the vision…