All to Myself

Yeah
And I lost you
When I found you again

I need you
I want you
All to myself
But I don't think
That's something I can have
Or something I ever will
Disposable feelings that I feel
Distant and cold
I'm numb and alone
Found that dark place
No one wants to call home
But here I am
Without you
I lost you
When I found you

I needed you
Wanted you
All to myself
I don't think
That's something I can have
Or something I ever will
Disposable feelings that I feel
I feel so distant and cold
Numb and alone
Found that dark place
No one wants to call home
But here I am
Without you
I lost you
When I found you

And she was hiding to reveal
Fighting to conceal
Quiet sitting, still trying to heal
Your smile is not real
Hiding to reveal
Fighting to conceal
Quiet sitting, still trying to heal
Your smile is not real (real, real, real)

And I found the stars lined up
But I must have missed one

I need you
I want you
All to myself
But I don't think
That's something I can have
Or something I ever will
Disposable feelings that I felt for so long
Need to hold on now
Fell so far down
I've stopped pondering why
Mind's wandering climbing
Skies are dark and gloomy
Light blocked
A moonless night consuming
What did you do to me
What did you do to me
What did you do to me
What did you do to me
Look what you did to me
Look what you did to me
Just look what you did to me
Just look what you did to me
Just look what you did to me
Just look what you did to me
Just look what you did to me

Didn't understand what you're looking for
You weren't looking for me
Thought I saw the stars aligned
But it wasn't my time
Fell asleep in my arms as I kissed you goodnight
Are you the one that got away?
But I loved and want you to stay
You told me that you felt it too, so what am I to do?
Let it go, let it fade so it slips all in vain?
And the pain grew everyday
Guess this is it
Not really good when it comes to goodbye
Doesn't really matter when it's something that you've never had
So die, I'm not fine
But I try to find some absolution inside of redemption
Questions laid to rest
Answers found, but I'm not listening for them
Made a friend found in torment
Loren absorbed it
Wanted something better and I saw that in you
Felt you're special
Built up the view too soon and could not continue
Saw heaven as a friend
But held its hand for far too long
Fell back down and Dark Dayz and Never turned on
It started with this song

I need you
I want you
All to myself
But I don't think that's something I can have
Or something I ever will
Disposable feelings that I feel
All to myself
All to, all to myself
All to, all to myself

And she was hiding to reveal
Fighting to conceal
No longer sitting, still trying to heal
You're not real
Hiding to reveal
Fighting to conceal
No longer sitting, still trying to heal
Are you real?

Are you real?
All to myself
Are you real?
Are you real?
I lost you when I found you
Lost you, found you
I lost you when I found you
Lost you, found you
All to myself
All to myself
All to myself
I wanted you to myself
Now fade, fade, fade, fade
Now fade, fade, fade, fade (yeah, yeah)
Now fade, fade, fade, fade (yeah, yeah)
Now fade, fade, fade, fade (yeah) away