All To Myself

Drinking more than I should
A bottle with my good friend

I want to forget of
All the things that you said

But all I can think about
Is the time you said

We'd keep our kid from looking in the sun
How you'd hold me if I tried to run

I've fallen on my knees
But it doesn't hurt too bad

I'll use it as an excuse
To cry about the month that I had

But I'm trying to be strong
For my mother and my sister

Who have been there for me
Before and after he

Got tangled in my afternoon
And cut loose as soon as he could