[Intro]
Afterlife haha
Jolst
[Chorus: fern]
Yeah, nothing feeling real, whatever I'll take another sedative
Bitch tryna play my heart, but it's already broken
Used to see the clouds in the sky
But now I'm just drowning in the ocean, ocean
Playing slow dive in my bedroom
Now I wish I had never fucking met you
Every single day things are all the same
But I don't think I care anyway
[Verse 1: fern]
Say work smart not harder, I'm workin' nights like a doctor
I don't claim to be a martyr, I eat your heart out like Dahmer
Broken heart I'm a goner, never feeling much calmеr
I feel like a monster, I been feelin' like a monstеr
I keep that shit on my hands, I keep that cash in my hands
I do not fuck with these people
'Cause they only tryin' to stop all my plans
I do not fuck with the Xans, I do not fuck with your mans
I can slide all the way comin' through
Irish goodbye notta givin' a glance
[Chorus: fern]
Yeah, nothing feeling real, whatever I'll take another sedative
Bitch tryna play my heart, but it's already broken
Used to see the clouds in the sky
But now I'm just drowning in the ocean, ocean
Playing slow dive in my bedroom
Now I wish I had never fucking met you
Every single day things are all the same
But I don't think I care anyway
[Verse 2: casperrr]
Push me down in the ground, until we underground
None around, all around and I'm lookin' all around
Oh my god, what the fuck have I been doin'?
'Cause I, I feel like a monster
I been feelin' like a monster
I can't fuck with any of this people
'Cause they envy and greedy they awful
If all of them disappeared for once
I think that shit would be so fucking awesome
I do not fuck with the Xans, I don't fuck with you mans
[Chorus: fern]
Yeah, nothing feeling real, whatever I'll take another sedative
Bitch tryna play my heart, but it's already broken
Used to see the clouds in the sky
But now I'm just drowning in the ocean, ocean
Playing slow dive in my bedroom
Now I wish I had never fucking met you
Every single day things are all the same
But I don't think I care anyway