All That I Am

Far worse to be seen …
(Unseen)
Deep sadness permeates me
(Consumes me)

Oh, why i succumbed to the ways
(The dark weather days)
That emptied me
(Carried me away)

Who i thought i am
The path i chose to go
Is lost in this fog closing in
(With a man I don’t know)

All that i am
All that i know
All the things that matter most
(To me)
Every little hope
Every little wish
Imprisoned inside here with me!
(And the man I don’t know)

Far worse to be dreamed …
(Undreamed)
Deep paralysis sedates me
(Entombs me)

Oh, why i heeded the voice
(Grew numb to the choice)
That deadened me
(Buried me away)

Who i really am
The path i need to go
Is lost in this fog closing in
(With a man I don’t know)

All that i am
All that i know
All the things that matter most
(To me)
Every little hope
Every little wish
Imprisoned inside here with me!
(And the man I don’t know)

Oh, i know
I won’t ever know
(Can’t ever)
Not when i’m this way
(Every single day)
My heart absorbs the pain

Oh, i know
I can’t live this way
(Reclusive here)
Surrendered day to day
(I am all I am)
All that i know

I must go