​all or nothing

Lord resent me
When it rains, it pours
The thorns is heavy
I pause for fallen memories
Rapports had plenty
Stay dormant in a storm
I'm swapping thoughts for pennies
Writings on the wall
I saw 'em all
I never authored any

'Cause many man, wish death upon me
I say the more the merry
Remorse stay weighing more than heavy
Guilt trips to the morgue
I let my thoughts amend me
Adolescence spent inside a memory
Shit got kinda messy

Looking wеak, then walk it off
She's scratching wherе my name exist
I take a sip and try to fake it
Got receipts from all this karma
On my marge, I had to pay for it
Moonlight and payment slips
Two eyes and vagrant lips
She loves to say she hates me
But I like the way the cadence hits

And as summer time goes
Only summer time knows
Where my heart's time's spent
Another text message unsent
I've only got myself to blame
I run lengths
Swimming in the deep end
And swiping on your picture
You know what comes next
I stare in disbelief
The ash rests on my creps
Death crept up on the one thing I know
And the one thing I kept

They say lightning doesn't strike twice
But I know my lighter does
She's got her hand against her chest
I know that she's the type to bluff
Think back to when
Spent the night in cuffs
And retrace my steps
That I didn't make to minus us
Everything I touch turns cold like its midas touch
And every night I try to find a reason
I can't find enough
Late night sipping wine confiding like it's kind to us