All of Those Tears

[Chorus]
All of those, all of those tears ago
You were, you were the reason this seems to all makes sense
All of those, all of those fears ago
You have the answers, stop us from crumbling away

[Verse 1]
I've been going over, I ain't stupid
So don't be talking like I never knew
This wouldn't be the cause of something more than music
I wasn't taught this, this is how I grew
It's in my blood, my heart, it's how it distributes it
This shit is proof that you would need an army with you
Marching larger than my scars
But that would probably be refuted [?]
And believe me, even then you couldn't do shit, 'cause the truth is
'Cause this is all I have, I'll do this till I'm old and worn out
And will use this to exuberance
'Til it kills me, I will live with this shit in me
I'm built for this and I endured this
Since I was a school kid, scribbling my lyrics
Spitting in the mirrors like I'm kicking it to millions
Still I didn't think that we would do this when I think back to it

[Chorus]
All of those, all of those tears ago
You were, you were the reason this seems to all makes sense
All of those, all of those fears ago
You have the answers, stop us from crumbling away

[Verse 2]
You know [?] when I say these verses
They can't say that they don't see the strain
That I'm immersed to this state in which I'm hurting
The look upon my face is the pain that I've been cursed with
It races to the surface, shit got me murderous in case my mother birthed a wordsmith
Replace me with this burden, say it [?] hate to say for certain
These are relics of my past life
And this message will forever be my last lines
To this planet, when I'm crying to the sky
And I'm blind for the panic
Light flashes through the fire in my eyes
Lying in my casket on a pile of ashes
Leave behind these rhymes for peace of mind
Or at least a peace of mind when I had it

[Chorus]
All of those, all of those tears ago
You were, you were the reason this seems to all makes sense
All of those, all of those fears ago
You have the answers, stop us from crumbling away