All of the Lights (Spoken Word)

Ayo
Someone turn on the lights
I can't see
There's darkness all around me
And I don't know which way to go
People keep telling me to go this way
And that way
Which way's the right way
I wanna know
I'm lost and hurting
Tired and broken
Confused but hoping
That one day I'll break free
I'm so tired of this lifestyle I'm living
It feels like sinning is interwoven in my being and has brought me nothing but pain
Please don't judge me because I'm honest
Walk a mile in my shoes and you might wined up exhausted
I've been to hell and back but yet I keep on trucking
Quitting is not an option
So no matter how big or how high this mountain is I'm still down to climb it
I'm convinced that I need a new climate and I can't find it where I'm at right now
Tough times will either make you or break you
Depression can seep in and have you singing the blues
It's your choice so choose
I've been told in the end we win not lose
So I choose to keep on walking
Despite the tauntings I get from my enemies
'Cause you can say what you want to say you still won't bury me
Chaos at times strives to overwhelm me
And suck the life right out me
But I won't give up that easily
I've seen light at the end of this tunnel
So no matter what I go through
At least I'm going through it and not stuck in it swirling around like a tornado
Whatever you need in life
He's got it
Right now seems to be my theme song
I was taught as a child my Father knows best
So I won't doubt Him
Selling Him out like Judas did to get his change on
So as I contemplate life in the midst of this darkness
I feel there's something much bigger than me that's honing in on a target
It's electrifying my whole body like my fingers in a socket
It's a joy unspeakable bubbling in me and I just can't stop it
It feels so good right now knowing that love has freed me from all this bondage
Thank You Jesus for lighting up my path
And showing me that love can overcome all of life's nonsense