All My Pain In a Letter

[Verse]
And I'm putting all my pain in this letter
'Cause I'm dealing with all this stress up in my mental
It ain't incidental, ayy, nah, it ain't accidental
I lost my best friend to some stupid shit over a game
And he tried to tell the world that I hated all the gays
Tryna find who's gon' betray me and that I should get out of my way
Who's gonna be there for me when I'm feeling pain?
I lost four pets in one year, so don't tell me 'bout depression
I can't even see my nephew, so yeah, bitch, I'm fucking stressin'
You ain't ever been through pain likе this and this my message
Don't say I ain't going through something if you just guеssin'
And I'm putting all this fucking pain in my letter
And I my crush, I for real wan' wed her
But you gotta see the outcome at the end of the day
You ain't gettin' laid, I've delt with some bitches before and I ain't afraid
And I lost two pets in a week so it's fucking up my life
At this point, just slit my wrists open with a samurai knife
I listen to Donnie Katana beats on the streets when I'm alone
And they all thinkin' I beat my meat when I'm at home
When I'm really just crying over the shit that's going on in my house
I just wanna wash the pain away and flush it down the drought
Oh Lord, won't you hear me? Oh, can't you hear me?
I been praying to your religion
You should know this already, I'm a motherfucking Christian
I was like three when I was Christened
But you still don't fucking listen, God
And He's meant to be the one that helps you through it all
I only care for better days, not no fucking withdrawal
And I'm putting all my pain into this letter
'Cause I know I won't last long in this weather
This could be my suicide note or even better
The Devil tryna drag me down but I won't let him
This is all my pain up in this letter, oh
And I'm putting all my pain into this letter
'Cause I know I won't last long in this weather
All this hurts and I just want to get better
The Devil tryna drag me down but I won't let him
This is all my pain up in this letter, oh