All My Life

[Intro]
I've heard your advice for me. I'll write a slice of my life story
Get rich, spending my time poorly
I'm sorry for damaging anecdotes
If I candy coat what I quote, then you can't decode what I wrote

[Chorus]
Stay sane while they play games, but, they've drained
All my life x2

Are you sure that you're living at all? x2

[Verse 1]

My step dad strolled over me, choking my
Throat as he coldly told me to go to sleep
I never chose to be in this home and I'd blow the scene
If I was older and wouldn't even be leaving a note to read

Hopefully you'd be shocked if I bolt
Looked through my notebook
Took the poems I wrote and told me they're no good
Slow cooking my dome coated with coal soot
Like a rose in a stone, grown in the cold woods

Mom was quick to refuse and give an excuse
I could give a shit or two, bitch, this is abuse
I think her personal fear of dying alone
Made her settle for a guy whose was violent, vile and gross

But, my childhood's gone. I can move on
I ain't wrote a song to drive at why you wrong
I'm a charity case, apparently
When you didn't care for me
I used music for clarity, it's my therapy to

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]

I just want a voice
Though all the noise that I'm often causing
Has probably got me off of my talking points
Mom's annoyed when im lividly talking smack
Ripping your wallet off, to get me chocolate snack

My father's awful bigot. My mom is mixed
I'm a walking contradiction, this should not exist
I don't belong in this trailer park with these awkward hicks
I'm off the hinge if this opportunity knocks again

Probably trimming my family tree, and that's on a limb
Did I "STUMP" you with that pun? You'd better call a friend
Life lines - I author all of them
Whether or not it's causing a conflict or not
I gotta vent all of it

I learned to cope with theses words I wrote
Composing a perferct flow
Smoking the herb and slurping the bourbon slow
A nervous little word smith
Working on a verse until it's sufficiently versatile
I feel like it's my purpose, so

[Chorus]